war's not over.

I'm fighting a battle,

it's hard to stay on my feet.

Though the war is not over,

I feel close to defeat.

I'm trying and trying,

any progress?.. No.

I feel empty inside,

guess my heart had to go.

I stop for a minute,

my body takes rest.

Yet I still feel in anguish,

cause this hole in my chest.

I think why am I fighting?

Is the cause that great?

And if I keep fighting,

will I fall at the gate?

I'm left in my mind,

anxious and alone,

DO I keep fighting?

or do I head home..

God are you with me?

You feel far away.

Am I fighting alone?

Are the troops at bay?

God doesn't answer.

Is it because of me?

Or am I fighting a battle,

that God won't let be.

That's why I'm lost,

and that's why I pray.

Cause I can't hear your voice Lord.

Not even a "Hey".

Light breaks the horizon,

it must be a sign.

I go back to fighting,

Then a storm blocks the shine.

Is this a test?

Cause God I can't see.

I ask God these questions,

yet he won't answer me.

I pray and I fast,

yet to no avail.

For the battle just worsens,

still no end to this tale.

So why am I fighting?

Is the battle almost done?

Then God answers me, No.

And the war's just begun.

So I keep on fighting.

Even though it stings.

For my prize is perfect.

We'll see what tomorrow brings.